I’m so so so sad. Deeply sad. There’s nothing worse then reach this time of the year, i feel like you wasted almost all the 12 months. I had happy moments, lots of them, but it’s a waste to share these moments with someone who’s not being honest. I can’t find words to describe how sorry i am about what i did to my 19’s, i can never get this year back and fix it, and erase this wrong moments (the bad AND the good ones).